Saturday, February 20, 2010

"Friendship"

We are good friends..for so many years..
Totally forget those things that you did..
however, when my brother mentioned about it..
my hurt~i still cant forgive you..it took time for me to heal my hurt..
and now it hurts again..

You never know how i go through all those things..
my family were busy and none of them is free for helping me..
my family saw my TEARS! they were sad too
and YOU making excuses for reject me..

you know we are friend..how come you are so selfish?
we are solving the same matter but you only care for yourself..
and i? who can help me?
i go here and there, used several months and keep rejected by the officer..
i was so hurt for what you had did on me..
when i solve the matter, you came and show ur concern on me..
apologize to me..what's for?
when you rejected me that day, you had pushed me to a dark box and i
struggle so much to survive..

it might be a small matter for you..
but for me..i saw ur true face..
SELFISH..

All things had gone..let's the past be the past
but i still hurt with your attitude..

please..please..
dont keep bother about my things..
stay away of my things..
i dont need this type of concern..
what i need is
the TRUE and the REAL cares..

3 comments:

凯宁 said...

Dear, don't dwell with the past, cause it will paint your mind and eyes from seeing all the good thing.
Of course, it does hurt but its not wrong to trust again right? family will only remember the act of other hurting ourselves, but please, don't wipe off the memory of good moment when you guys are together, at least, he/she is true to you that time right?
sisters love you always =)

Little G said...

dear, thanks so much..
i know you all are there for me..

凯宁 said...

hehe..lets hang out after your test k? hehe..